Saturday, November 12, 2011

Still Miss You

For a long time I seldom get together with her. At first I felt very uneasy. Then I felt that I used to it.  I seem to forget her gradually. At least, I seldom feel the worry and care for her. I don’t know whether this choice is reasonable or unwise.Sometimes I will think about her, and the enjoyment and happiness when we get together.It’s a pity that I lose her forever. 

I don't know whether she notices or cares about it. Maybe I am just one of her good friends. The other day Melody said to me that no woman will treat you good without purpose.  So, does she treat me more special than other boys? I am not sure. 

I seem to be not a sensitive guy who notices others’ attitude to me.  I just know clearly that when I am with her my heart is full of joy and happiness. No matter what is the real matter, it’s clear that we are far from each other.
It’s said that persons are like hedgehogs in need of warmness. If we are too far away, we can’t get warmness from each other. If we are too close, the thorns over our body will hurt each other. Therefore, the perfect distance between persons is neither too far way nor too close. We should care for, believe and contain each other, and above all, we should leave each other a personal time and space.


It’s strange how a somewhat amazing day (filled with talks, rumbles, jokes and laughter with her) could end so disappointingly. but right now, it feels somewhat better, for which i’m glad thought about this speedy friendship, about how it had progressed ever since day 1, when i first sat beside her in the library all I know is, our barely two-months neutral friendship can never compete with a 3 years long relationship.

I will take this friendship lightly, I will just enjoy the company, the advices,   the jokes easily. just enjoy and be neutral.  I am a bright guy who knows clearly about my advantages and weakness. But it’s difficult for me to conquer my weakness. Who can help me and who can tell me what I can do? just walk away

29 comments:

  1. I can relate to how you're feeling :/

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  2. aawww I hope you feel better soon. Tis good to be friends if you can, but if not, better to have a proper break
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  3. awwww!! this post toh dil choo gaya!

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  4. Sometimes by making a move, even the friendship gets ruined. So its better to take things slow and not rush into it. Till then you can always be happy cause you still have a friend like her.

    "If we are too far away, we can’t get warmness from each other. If we are too close, the thorns over our body will hurt each other." - I loved these lines.
    I love the way you write.. It's as if the words just flow as you type.
    You have a great space :) Will surely come by again.
    Take Care :)

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  5. Thanks alot everybody for your awesome comments..:)

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  6. Firstly, I love the blog title.
    Sometimes we make wrong choices, and sometimes choices made unwisely which are coherently good ones, end badly. We have to move on.
    Maybe you weren't meant to be together.
    Take care. This too shall pass. :)

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  7. Oh, I really hope you find a solution to this...
    My advice is - you'd never know until you try...

    Kisses.

    www.pollysboudoir.blogspot.com

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  8. Hi, thanks for stopping by. Well you sound like you really care for this girl, but maybe she doesn't want to lose this friendship you guys have in case a relationship doesn't work. Its tricky, but you should wait it out & see what happens.

    Hugs from NYC

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  9. i like the last photo, i can truly relate to it :x
    i like your blog, it's different!
    kisses*

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  10. Thank you for your lovely comments on my blog! I must say I had the same problem with a friendship growing into a relationship. When you fall apart, you loose a lover and a friend. It`s so sad really. Gosh, don`t want to think about it! Take care!

    >'.'<

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  11. Thank you honey :)
    i follow you, can you follow me too ? kiss

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  13. You're a great writer. (:

    XO, Imke

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  16. I can so relate to this...thanks for this post..interesting read.

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  18. it's a really interesting read! the most importan thing for me in this life is LOVE. :)

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  19. Great! I'm a new follower now! :D

    XO, Imke

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